We don't talk about God or faith, we don't talk about sex. All we do is pretend that we are this and that in the world of illusions and lies.

I felt so tired of justifying and explaining my faith that in the end the sound of spiritless voices became deafening. Not talking about Christianity or Church but faith in something greater them myself.
Maybe I am wrong, maybe I am delusional but I can't help feeling how I feel.

Lost my way, neglected gratitude and prayers, fell down the rabbit hole but I climbed back up again.

Life is not a straight line but a road full of ups and downs.

~ Iva

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"as if these powerful gales never occurred
there were harsh words and a loudness
that reverberated through the lightness
through the silence
where can i search for silence, for the stillness that i want
for the coming-true of dreams trapped in that abyss... "
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“like hours of wounds and rivers
tasks gushing out of a nothingness
of bruises or gashes on flesh and
through time that bursts open at“

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